"So I should start doing things differently from now on. Get up, run , smash doors, hit people face-on, and defy everything inside me that prevents me from making my mark in this big world. I am the one to control my whole life. No negativity in can stand in my way. LET THE DEFIANCE BEGIN." Like season, I guess my life changes...
Woken up like an animal, teeth ready for sinking. My mind's lost in bleak visions, I've tried to escape but keep sinking. Underneath this skin there's a human. Buried deep within there's a human. Despite everything I'm still human. But.. Sacrifice. What is sacrifice? People say sacrifice is letting go of your ego and endure less pleasant things for the sake of someone...
Today I just got home from Bali. I went there for 360 Dance Championship, a big and fresh dance event in Indonesia. We've been looking forward to this event since last year. So after LMSC's "UNSHAKABLE" dance recital, we had this goal to look forward to. I supported Golden Brotherz's team as a guest member. Other than the dance championship, there's also 2...
Hi there, it's been quite a while. I've been too busy. Here's what's been going on with my life: - I started working as a creative contributor in Indonesian Times. You can check my post updates on my Facebook page, - I had a lot, like a real lot dance to do: O-Week Selling and Closing, NKOTF, Dance Festival 2015, COTY 2015 in...
When we were little, most of us lay our days on our parents' hands, letting them protect us, guide us, place us, teach us everything we need to know. Some of us grow up with abundant love and care, some without. Despite that, we still believe that we're gonna be safe as long as we shelter inside their arms, because they're the ones...
Imagine you are standing inside a circle of columns. Each column is an aspect of your life. One might be family, the others college, talent, friends, relationship, anything. These columns are supporting your life. Your job inside these columns are to maintain each, so that it will not go down. But sometimes the wind is too strong, even comes with lightning that strikes...
We may think we got everything under control. We might be the most drama-free person in this whole earth. We may be that kind of superman with super self-healing ability. The toughest guy. But we can never deny the fact that we are still human. We are just like a pot with different boiling points. You might have 100, I might have 150,...
Thank you for the unfairness. Thank you for ruining my childhood beliefs. Thank you for making me walk without any grip. You won't take me down that easy. Burnt be the trees and crop. But I've got a whole forest to develop. I will tolerate the loss, and make best of what's left. Until the loss becomes loss no more. And the world...
Normal 0 false false false IN X-NONE X-NONE MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 Everything's OK. My dance life is in improving stage and I just performed in my biggest dance recital so far, UNSHAKABLE with LMSC. My college life is well..just well. It's all OK, like it’s always been. At least until last week. Last week, a heavy family issue broke out. It became the problematic aspect...
I'm feeling quite weary these days. I am leaving a position in Student Council Universitas Ciputra soon. It's been almost one and a half year. Less than a week again, I'll be a regular student of UC. I won't be a member of Department 2 of SCUC anymore. Have you ever heard of Post Power Syndrome? It is a phenomenon, a hollowness that...
Hari ini, saya baru saja menyelesaikan membaca sebuah buku, Secangkir Kopi Bully oleh Paresma Elvigro. Seorang dosen memberikannya pada saya beberapa bulan lalu sebelum ia pergi ke luar negeri untuk studi lebih lanjut. Saya mulai membaca buku tersebut, dan lembar demi lembar menyelami kisah-kisah bullying yang dialami oleh penulis. Sedikit demi sedikit, dalam benak saya muncul gambaran-gambaran ringkas pengalaman bullying yang saya alami...
About a week ago I had a short escape to SG. Just on the first day when I went out for dinner, I encountered someone completely unexpected. It was a blast from the past. Someone close about 5-6 years ago. Wasn't ex or anything, but we had moments. For the past year, we've not been in contact at all. The last time...
There are certain times in your life when you try to escape from reality. Every time this thing comes, you just want to cut yourself off just for a while, shutting down your presence. Your body is there, but you keep telling yourself that it's just another one of those bad times. You keep telling yourself "this too shall pass", and spend all...
I am nothing. I was too young to recognize myself. Now that I'm 20, I start to see the reflection more clearly. I have 20 years and I have not marked anything at all in this world. I start to think that I have superiority complex. I think of all the things I can brag of myself. And starting at being 20, I...
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