Ini jadi post religius pertama setelah sekian lama di blog ini. Memang, sudah cukup lama aku 'menghilang'. Ini tidak berarti aku sudah 100% kembali, aku bukan orang suci dan bukan juga orang baik. Hanya saja, aku ingin berterima kasih yang tidak henti-hentinya pada Dia. Dia yang sebentar lagi diperingati kelahiranNya sebagai Hari Natal. Ini adalah perenungan yang kudapat di Christmas Eve ini. Hari...
BDC or the UC Big Dance Crew has been bonding more since the holiday started. So here we are. MP - Me - Beta - Grego - Lia - Friska - Sam The "MP Chin" Pose There were actually 10 of us, including Bima, Levi, and Silvi but they couldn't join. So we came from different dance crews and bonded as one in...
I'm back to my normal zone! haha. Now it is time for me to tell you how my holiday has been. So holiday started on 5th of December, after the Ground Breaker Entrepreneurship1 Award in my campus. It is a closing ceremony so it closed the period of the 1st semester quite well. And when I reached the parking lot, I was so...
This is gonna be my last post about what stresses me. Yes, it's you. Again. I realized that I was so stupid just for the past month. I fell again, for you. I gave hope for myself, that we'd be able to restart and begin again and even create a better story. I forgot that you were the one who hurt me most...
It feels awkward to just walk in to walk out. To just cross the street and pass by. I shouldn't have started it the first time. Maybe I'm just re-tied to the old fact we've been trying to bury. Scratching it up again was a mistake. That must be why I start to act like it still exists. I've been burying and digging...
It's about an hour to December and I'm about to drop these behind. The month's ending in rain and I hope while it falls dawn, it washes away every stains left on my life. It's been exhausting, the last days of November. It started out wonderful, even more wonderful in the middle. When suddenly wonderful turns out to be tiring in the end....
I defeated time. I sipped some blood after a long long time. In a different way, not in a villain way. It felt like I missed the taste of blood, I was desperate for it. I resisted not to drink the vein empty. I don't want to ruin everything normal that's been kept. I was dehydrated to best, and the blood was nice...
This is actually one of my random posts. But it's actually legible and fit for an actual post, SO----!!! These are the songs that I listen to these days. Mostly they're songs that are showing the fragile side of someone in a tough way. Literally, or subliminally. 1) The Script - For The First Time A great, awesome song storytelling someone's messed up...
So much things to be written, but not everything is to be written here. Maybe I have to write again in my one of my brown notebooks. Memories. Most of the time memories come and go with an attachment. It can be scent, it can be music, it can be pictures. Psychologically, scent is the one with the strongest attachment with memory. See...
I'm exhausted. Two words that perfectly describe this state. It feels like I've been running, from wherever I should've gone to. How many month has it been since the last time I'm walking to it? It was a slow trip, but it felt right. Slow but sure. Right now, everything just feels fast. Too fast. Imagine you're trying to figure out where to...
Behind pillars, 4:00 a.m. Sweet smiles, expectations brought down. Heightened instincts, repressed always. Faraway thoughts, not crazy still. Many faces, many quirks. Affections, crushes, interests. Losing touch, not again matter. Mentality processes, not quite answer. Wind, crickets, and chirps. Sounds, touch, lone, shame. Earlier smiles, cute quirks. Forever stable, forever tough. Heart, mind, body, soul. Gone wandering, some parts lost. Walking aimless, masks...
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I thought I won't be dancing so much like I did in high school. But here it is, active in campus also consists of dancing for me. So I want to introduce you to these new crazy folks happening in my life. The UC Big Dance Crew; or BDC as a stage name. In the past month, we've been connected to each other....
I've been living busy days since I started taking so many responsibilities. I'm a part of my major's event committee, Psychopreneur In Action 2012, in the event executor committee. This is gonna be my first committee experience in the campus, so I will learn a lot! Another responsibility is that I took the chance to be a team coordinator in the Entrepreneurship 1...
Everyday felt so hectic for the past 2 weeks. Beside the assignments, there were always things that spiced up the time. Inside these times, there were also birthdays. Not only mine, but also another 2 members of Willow. Beta's and Grego's! So Beta's birthday was the day after mine, and Grego's was on September 4th. Everyone was busy thinking of ideas to spice...
I'm back! Been a while. I've been away, getting all excited and busying myself about the start of my new book, The University Life! So it started on 16th of July, the O-Week. Along the O-Week, I stayed in my friend's apartment in the west side of the city with my friends. Starting from Reivaldi. And as the event go, Peter and Grego...
