It's about an hour to December and I'm about to drop these behind. The month's ending in rain and I hope while it falls dawn, it washes away every stains left on my life. It's been exhausting, the last days of November. It started out wonderful, even more wonderful in the middle. When suddenly wonderful turns out to be tiring in the end....
I defeated time. I sipped some blood after a long long time. In a different way, not in a villain way. It felt like I missed the taste of blood, I was desperate for it. I resisted not to drink the vein empty. I don't want to ruin everything normal that's been kept. I was dehydrated to best, and the blood was nice...
This is actually one of my random posts. But it's actually legible and fit for an actual post, SO----!!! These are the songs that I listen to these days. Mostly they're songs that are showing the fragile side of someone in a tough way. Literally, or subliminally. 1) The Script - For The First Time A great, awesome song storytelling someone's messed up...
So much things to be written, but not everything is to be written here. Maybe I have to write again in my one of my brown notebooks. Memories. Most of the time memories come and go with an attachment. It can be scent, it can be music, it can be pictures. Psychologically, scent is the one with the strongest attachment with memory. See...
I'm exhausted. Two words that perfectly describe this state. It feels like I've been running, from wherever I should've gone to. How many month has it been since the last time I'm walking to it? It was a slow trip, but it felt right. Slow but sure. Right now, everything just feels fast. Too fast. Imagine you're trying to figure out where to...