Reinhard Gouw's Journal

Now, for the issue I told you in the post before storytelling. Let this be the part where I reflect and not only share with you but, also share as a lesson for myself. In the present, my family is wonderful. My mom and dad getting along well, my sister starting to be productive, they get along beautifully. The problem is me. I...

Maybe I told you this story before. Junior high school came. I was that guy who had style. I can wear outfit well. The only problem was fat. I was a fat boy. So now you can call me fat fag. (Okay..) I was playing cool since the start of junior high school. So yes, I still wouldn't talk and get connected if...

I told you I'd be telling you about something going on in the term "home" for me, so here goes. Luckily, I'm in the mood for some storytelling. So way back then, I was the innocent kid you'd find on the block, weak, soft, crybaby. I was everything fragile. I have only 3 of my favorite people in the world: mom, dad, and...

Just after I finished the big project (UC Art Night and Charity), thoughts started to rush back into my head, harder than before. The fact that I'm 20 become a big board inside my head. Maybe everyone experiences this. I've been thinking about the future a lot. What would I do. Where would I be. It's still all blurry but I knew I...