Sunday, October 29th 2017 | I need to write more. That's what I keep telling myself. It's one of the way for me to connect with myself. To re-understand myself. To trace back to who I was. Who I wanted to be, what I longed for. I've been feeling quite lost in the past few days. I've been feeling unproductive. I've been feeling...
It felt like dark chocolate. It felt like sweet smiles. It felt like my favorite laugh. It felt like being loved, but unable to return the favor. It felt like a place to crash. And hug. And cuddle. It felt like comfort. Though at times, anxiousness. It felt like a strong force, making me fall even at times when I shouldn't. It felt...
Here I am. Finding myself in a position I'd never preferred. I was stuck in a stupid game called love. I thought I'd outsmart it, but it seems that I'm a fool when it comes to that thing. To put it simply, I am the kind of person that thinks when I feel right with someone, they'll feel the same way. I thought...