You got it. A feeling that pressed your chest, straight to your heart, spine, and pounds your head to the point that you say "it hurts", or even any other expressions of anger, towards that someone else or towards your partner. Your jealousy can be reasonable. Maybe they're really taking a naughty stare at someone else. Even wickedly, already in a ride with...
Maybe I loosen up too much. Maybe, I learned trusting too far. To them. To myself. All along, the insecure times are still there, like it's always been. It's the only thing constant in me even when I try to lower it. Mistrust issues. It might be a good warning for me, to put up the awareness like I always did. I don't...
