It's near the end of the year and I'm getting reflections of this year. I read my posts throughout this year and learned something that I've been realizing these days: "Beware of what you wish for". My 2013 resolution was to be a rebel. I even named my first post "The Year of Rebel". That''s the start of the new me. Throughout the...
First holiday post. I spent most of my holiday in Surabaya since I traveled too much already in these past 2 years. This month I go to my house Batu back and forth. With my friends and also family, and spending my Christmas there. And still lost of where I should be spending my new years eve at. Well that's holiday plan this...
Been reading Elisabeth Santoso's blog, and I found one post that somehow depicts me and this blog world of mine. I used to write a lot of posts, and now it's not that much. It used to be inspiration posts, now it's lamer when I read it. You know that "to live is to inspire" used to be a tagline of this blog....
Hidup kita memiliki 3 rentang waktu. Dulu, kini, dan nanti; atau yang lebih indah disebut masa lalu, sekarang, dan masa depan. Ketiga masa ini yang menjadi lembar tempat kita menuliskan petualangan hidup kita. Yang sudah kita tulis? Masa lalu. Baik maupun buruk, masa ini telah menjadi bagian dari keseluruhan petualangan hidup kita. Kita tidak dapat mengubah masa lalu. Kita juga tidak dapat memintanya...
It's October already. I've been acting aimlessly for these past few months. And I realize that it is time for a change. I need to focus more on things I need to work on. College life, dance life, even self-improving time. It is also a time to being wiser on spending. And also the effort to try to be better with a lot...
No wonder people who the religion considers as sinners hate religions so much. The so called divine judgement. Some people in the world of religion, the ones the society consider as "high" people dare to talk about things they don't understand. They bring up one case, contemplate on their religious books for it, and make preachings out of it. OK, I believe they've...
You got it. A feeling that pressed your chest, straight to your heart, spine, and pounds your head to the point that you say "it hurts", or even any other expressions of anger, towards that someone else or towards your partner. Your jealousy can be reasonable. Maybe they're really taking a naughty stare at someone else. Even wickedly, already in a ride with...
Maybe I loosen up too much. Maybe, I learned trusting too far. To them. To myself. All along, the insecure times are still there, like it's always been. It's the only thing constant in me even when I try to lower it. Mistrust issues. It might be a good warning for me, to put up the awareness like I always did. I don't...
I chose to let go. After what went on in the past month, I decided to close the door behind me and try to step for another one. Closing the door, there were emotions bursting in. Pain, sadness, confusion, regret, it feels like you're going to end every memories and lose it for good. Still, I dare to. Maybe it's for the better....
When I was younger, I asked my father "Why are we so human?" Now that I'm older I think I figured it out We're just doing what we can This year has been the year of me trying to define myself. Bipolar, bold, rebel, everything. I start to realize that this thing that I've been doing changes me more into the definition I...
