My 2013 resolutions are:

1) Fight my guilt

Just weeks ago I started to realize that I've been carrying this pessimist mind. Each time I'm gonna do something I always think how people would look and think of me when I do it. I was afraid they won't accept what I do. So my actions would mostly be based on how they would likely respond, and sometimes I even decided not to act. The worst thing that I realized is that it made me LOSE CHANCES. I didn't take chances that might take me to a better road. Learning psychology also helped me realize this along with the reason how I get this guilt back in my childhood times. But what's behind is behind. Now it is time for me to fight my guilt and take more initiatives. Hoorah!

2) Be a rebel

I won't take a gun and shoot the governments, no! haha. Be a rebel in this context for me is to fight my flesh, fight my thoughts, fight the feelings that I shouldn't feel. I fell down thousand times to my feeling and my flesh. This year will be different. I am not a doll of my flesh. This resolution also collaborates with the first one. Fight my guilt, rebel to my thoughts and flesh.

I believe I can do it. GAHHHHH!!!! *superpower charge*