I chose to let go.
After what went on in the past month, I decided to close the door behind me and try to step for another one. Closing the door, there were emotions bursting in. Pain, sadness, confusion, regret, it feels like you're going to end every memories and lose it for good. Still, I dare to. Maybe it's for the better. I hope that it's not another wrong choice that I make.

Stepping on, everything is new for me. Because it's new, it also gives me the challenge to hold still to my awareness. I never decided to be like this. But somehow, I wanna let it pass in just for now. I decide to lower my wall a little. I decide to chill a little. I decide to open myself a little. I decide to be this guy. At least for now.