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Cheers To Making It This Far

Life 12:05:00 PM
Sunday, October 29th 2017 |  I need to write more. That's what I keep telling myself. It's one of the way for me to connect with myself. To re-understand myself. To trace back to who I was. Who I wanted to be, what I longed for. I've been feeling quite lost in the past few days. I've been feeling unproductive. I've been feeling...

It Felt Like

Love 10:06:00 PM
It felt like dark chocolate. It felt like sweet smiles. It felt like my favorite laugh. It felt like being loved, but unable to return the favor. It felt like a place to crash. And hug. And cuddle. It felt like comfort. Though at times, anxiousness. It felt like a strong force, making me fall even at times when I shouldn't. It felt...

Distraction

Life 11:57:00 PM
Here I am. Finding myself in a position I'd never preferred. I was stuck in a stupid game called love. I thought I'd outsmart it, but it seems that I'm a fool when it comes to that thing. To put it simply, I am the kind of person that thinks when I feel right with someone, they'll feel the same way. I thought...

Standing Strong

Life 12:26:00 AM
The loneliest thing about graduating is you start to have to build yourself on your own, in the crazy jungle called real life. Every little steps and choices start to matter. Every path and decisions has real risks that can either take you up or ruin you for good. As we enter the productive working age, we are faced with an unevitable psychological...

You Can't Have Everything All at Once

Life 9:32:00 PM
Half of 2017 has passed. In the past 6 months, I've learned many things, especially in the past month. One of them is that you can't have everything at once. Art by Joan Columbus Be it choosing what to eat at a food court to what career path you should take. I start to realize that I can't have everything I want all...

3 Things That I Just Learned

Dance Journey 3:30:00 PM
Some weeks ago I learnt about three things. 1) Don't dance wearing ripped jeans. Cause 2 weeks ago, two of my ripped jeans were torn because I wore them in a practice and also in a battle competition. One of them was a cheap custom-made, but the other one was Forever21; which made it sucks. Never. Dance. Wearing. Ripped jeans. Especially when it's...

Reflecting on The Downward Spiral

Life 11:02:00 PM
It's funny how one moment can change your life so much. I remembered when I was in college, I had always been this one positive variable. Strong, confident, smart, and bold in every steps of the way. Then, it felt like everything was turned upside down. A huge part of my belief was altered. I've been trying to believe that I am the...

Feel The Fear and Do It Anyway

Bali 11:14:00 PM
Hi. Can't believe it's April already. I broke one of my promises this year; to write at least 1 post/month. I remembered posting something on February but I guess I didn't. Well, hello April. It's been a busy year. I signed out of my previous office and became a manager of Last Minute Street Crew, my own dance crew. It's been fun and...

New Year New Me Bullshit?

Life 12:56:00 AM
Source: bestanimations.com Hi, I know it's a little bit late, but Happy New Year 2017! It's been a tough and challenging year, 2016. How was it for you? The global mainstream tradition of new year is to make resolutions for the upcoming year. It's rooted from the hope of starting anew. Opening new page and started writing better stories, with better self and...