Dear blog,

It's Steven. It's not my first time posting, I'm here most of the time. But it is my first time coming out with my name in this blog.
Today I come out when he's Alton. He's been Alton this whole time. And I think he's losing it. I see that it's too much of a boldness he has, too much of a rudeness he possess, and that he's been low on himself.

It didn't feel good at all, waking up randomly. Seeing that everything you were enjoying felt like it's been wrong the whole time because the emotions came out. The things you shut outside just came in and telling you how wrong it's been.
And this has been happening not just this once.

I guess I miss the part where Alton doesn't exist.